melt down

Things are getting so hard... and there is no light at the end of the tunnel. I feel like a failure as a wife and a mother, not being able to find a job to help support my family. We are concidering our very last option... to move to SA. It is scary that it is coming to this. It is going to take a miracle to turn things around. I keep asking God for guidance and help, but things just keep getting worse. There is no answer.